Last Day

I can't believe today is my last day of being pregnant. Tomorrow at 5 AM we are going to Mt. View for me to be induced. I'm feeling such a mixture of emotions. If anyone doesn't want to read mushy stuff from an emotional pregnant woman, don't read on. :) I knew the day would come eventually but at the same time I can't believe it's here. I'm so ready to hold this sweet baby I've been carrying for the last nine months. I'm also anxious about the whole process and the changes to come. With Makoy being almost five, I hope I will remember how to take care of a baby. I hope he will adjust well to not being an only child anymore. It's going to be weird to not just have him anymore but I'm excited for the change. I'm sure 90 percent of my emotions are just from being pregnant. I break out into tears for no good reason when I think about everything. We've waited a long time for her and I'm extremely grateful to have the opportunity to raise another child. I'm someone who truly enjoys being pregnant. In one way it's sad for me that it's my last day being pregnant, possibly ever. In another of course I don't want to be pregnant forever and look forward to the end result, having this precious baby. I've tried to enjoy every second of this pregnancy. I'm sure I haven't done the best at it (especially when I've gotten up literally ten times a night to pee) but I really have had a good pregnancy and I'm very grateful for that. I've craved everything from shrimp to grapefruit to asparagus to cheese to just about every fruit on the earth. I could not get enough hot chocolate, even though it was mid July and I was sweating while drinking it. At least my craving for that came in handy yesterday with the winter weather. I'm sure this is a boring post to anyone who may read it, but I just wanted to remember some of the feelings I had before having her. I am looking forward to this new journey in life and meeting our new addition. Tomorrow-I'm so ready for you! Here we go!